Don't know if you're the religious type...
But, knowing that there's still HOPE is whole lot better than a pinch or cut to let yourself to know that your still alive and not down for the 10 count. It is the only way you know your not in a hell man. Every hell has hopelessness.
The US Marines some it up in 2 words, "Huwoo Ruuu."
My mother doesn't raise any wimps and your's probably did too.
I (and maybe Revbang) will keep a mental vigil for ya. A little good Karma never hurts anyone. Ya know
